| feel like crap
been doin nothing since 24th. for almost a week now.
been partying hard, shopping hard
been sleeping hard
but nothing really help to soothe the stiffness on my shoulder
feel dumb to massage one side of the shoulder with one hand at a time
how crap is that |
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| its nov 24 already. almost 2 months since the last diary written.
damn..
seems to me the project havent gone any further than wht we had 2 months ago.
i m really really sick of the studio
sick of hving myself caught in the middle lisetening to all that crap
i hate to be the mediator or counceller
leave me alone
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| today is studio moving day. shifting from my space to basement, had a little confrontation with another group, well, not me but jen, i cant b bother to negotiate when u r dealing with someone who just cant b bothered to care abt others. was surprised that they say sorry after that. but wht's the point. u guys already get the space u want. not so pleasing until the point that we realise the space in basement are actually pretty big, apart from the fact that its a bit isolated from the rest of the class. man, its like no-man island. how am i gonna survive in the coming four months? i just hope the newcomers are nice neighbours. ............................................................................................. |
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| public websites its just not the best medium to go for when it comes to diary |
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| u said its sad to hear I cant go back to akl. I know ar. But what can I do. I am so broke n I hv other issues to worry. I know u understand my situation but the whole things is just depressing. I hope u r really saving up n coming over to visit me, just hoping ur gf is not gonna follow n chop my head off. Talking to u on the phone has never been so depressing! Worries on future , career, realities..Plus hearing u teasing me about jo is not v funny either. i just get myself isolated for a little while in the afternoon, trying to keep my mind off all these. >.< |
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